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04 March 2010
another sleepless night  Its 2 in the morning & I am not asleep though I am very sleepy. I can't sleep even though I am so tired from doing nothing.. This is just so frustrating. I have been through alot of shit these few weeks/months & I can't afford to not sleep. Or should I say lack of sleep. I need sleep badly!! Mummy is currently sick. Its been 3 nights (includes tonight) that I have been taking care of her. Her coughing won't stop. I feel so sorry for her. It all started from my babysister then to my kakak then me then my mum. Ahh.. She's so sick, I cannot bear to see her coughing in the middle of the night and keeps waking up every half an hour just to go to the toilet or just feels like coughing. I think its dry cough? We've tried so many remedies. Not so much of a difference. I really pity her. Taking care of her is all I can do, for now. I hope she gets better by this weekend. I was suppose to treat my whole family food but we postponed last weekend due to her cough. Cause if we were to still continue, she wouldn't enjoy her food.. So that is like wasting of SGD $. Hahaa. Okay, I've been at home for like 4 days, coming to 5 (today). I mean, go out go out that kinda thing. Yesterday I went swimming with my dad (which i almost drowned!!) & went to my aunt's. &\ yes, I almost drowned & my dad saved me. Hahaha. Must be thinking that I'm not a good swimmer? Haha. Heck no. I am a good swimmer (well, more to a "good" swimmer, haha). Warning: ITS A LONG STORY :D Anyways, yeah. Because the height level was going from 1.2m --> 1.4m --> 1.8m -->1.4m --> 1.2m. So, as you all know, I am short, and my legs could only reach till 1.4m. That one I still had to tiptoe to the max. Like I mean, really tip-top-ed. Water surface was at my jaw. HAHA! Yes, I'm that short okay. So yeah, I was swimming happily across the 1.8m. I was telling myself that I should not & will not stop half way because I was quite far away from the railing. & furthermore there was this stupid cheena guy who was clinging onto the railing -.- he was a good swimmer & was hanging on the railing. It was a so-called railing uhh. I don't know how to describe it, heh :p So anyways, there I was, swimming beside my dad & was far from that "railing" thingy. When all of a sudden the cheena guy accidentally let go of the "railing" & he, for some reason was being pushed away from the "railing and was heading towards me. Then of course I panicked. I struggled abit, he also struggled to get back to the "railing" thingy. But then after swimming, I saw from below that the floor was like moving up (because of the height, if you know what im talking about) so I thought I was safe to walk. I decided to like take my breath ( I honestly didn't know why, haaaah) & reached for the bottom. When suddenly it hit me that I was still at the 1.8m section because I realized that I couldn't feel my feet touching the floor. Since I was far away from the "railing" I was drowning (as in, sinking!) my legs were struggling from below. In the nick of time, my dad saw me & pushed me out from the water & quickly pushed me towards the "railing" I was catching my breath at that time. Ahahaha. Long right my story. Decided to share it with everyone because I am bored right now & I can't sleep. Okay okay, so anyway then I thought about those who like really drowned in the middle of the sea with nothing to hang on to (if there's none) y'know? The feeling is super scary. I thought I was gonna die for a second. Hahaha. No la, I didn't think until that far of course. I was just super blanked out. I didn't know what to do so, I decided to just struggle. Hahaha. Anywho, I also didn't expect to drown.. :D Alhamdulila, Allah saved me ;) Okay, seriously, I know this is freaking long post. Hahaha. I know.. :) I just feel like typing because I can't express it verbally already. Just so sick of it. Heh. Okay, I might be posting another post this afternoon or something, ahaha. Depends on my mood of course. Alrighty then. Goodnight/ Goodmorning! :)
2:28 AM
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